5 year cancerversay – a bit late

Five years ago on March 8, 2017, my life changed forever.  I start this blog post the same way every year….” on this day x years ago, my life changed forever.”  There really is no other way to explain how that day changed the course of the rest of my...
I cried myself to sleep…

I cried myself to sleep…

I cried myself to sleep last night…….. This year has been challenging so far, to say the least.  I haven’t worked a full week all year between traveling, Covid, and taking care of Logan.  I’m a mom first, yes, but I am also a professional, a wife, a friend,...
Just one more f*cking thing….

Just one more f*cking thing….

Yup, I said it!  Just one more f*cking thing.  I swear this will be the title of the last chapter of my book….if I ever get caught up on it!  UGH! It’s been a while since my last blog post and I figured now was the best time to update, being the first...
I am not okay….

I am not okay….

I am not okay.  I have not been for a while.  I am so alone.   I have no one to talk to.  No one to help with Logan.  No one understands how I feel or what I go through.  These past few weeks have been crippling.  I hate that my...
Four Year Cancerversary

Four Year Cancerversary

Today is a tough day for me, trying to stay busy and focused…. just got this message from GOD and it couldn’t be more fitting for today: Today, Jennifer, God wants you to know that it is time to finally forgive yourself.  You’ve carried the...